Spring Break

I have to be honest that I didn't get to do much on my project during the break. Although, I watched some tutorials on Cinema 4D but most of them are just for how to model stuffs not animating objects. I'm very anxious about this semester because I'm not in a good shape in class I have never been far behind in class like this ever in my entire school life.

It feels like there's so little time for me to get everything done and I know that I just have to get it done now. At this point, I'm suffering from being a bit of a perfectionist. The idea of sacrificing quality of my work in order to just get it done in time sounds easy to do so but I don't seem to be able to do it. I usually spend a long time on each project that I have done although I know that it's also crucial to make the deadline. The more I think about the deadline, the more tense I become and eventually, I can't be productive.

I spent most of the days during the break packing up, clearing things and preparing the documentation that I have to bring back to Thailand since I'm going back home right after finishing this semester. I figure that I won't have time to do all those things after the break, so I just had to do it now.

I will try to get the WordPlay done right after the break so that I can catch up with everyone on the next assignment.

Oh God! I've just realized that we have to make a plan for the factory project before starting to work on it. (=_=; I've never felt so worried like this before. Everyday feels so tense and I'm starting to wonder if I made the wrong decision to attend the art school at this point. But I don't want to just quit now, so I'll do what I can to get through this semester.